November 29,
2019 • 33 Comments
“I think I’m going out of my
mind,” Julian Assange told John Pilger at Belmarsh Prison. “No you’re not,”
Pilger responded. “Look how you frighten them, how powerful you are.”
By John Pilger
I set out at dawn. Her Majesty’s Prison Belmarsh
is in the flat hinterland of south east London, a ribbon of walls and wire with
no horizon. At what is called the visitors centre, I surrendered my passport,
wallet, credit cards, medical cards, money, phone, keys, comb, pen, paper.
I need two pairs of glasses.
I had to choose which pair stayed behind. I left my reading glasses. From here
on, I couldn’t read, just as Julian couldn’t read for the first few weeks of
his incarceration. His glasses were sent to him, but inexplicably took months
to arrive.
There are large TV screens
in the visitors centre. The TV is always on, it seems, and the volume turned
up. Game shows, commercials for cars and pizzas and funeral packages, even TED
talks, they seem perfect for a prison: like visual valium.
I joined a queue of sad,
anxious people, mostly poor women and children, and grandmothers. At the first
desk, I was fingerprinted, if that is still the word for biometric testing.
“Both hands, press down!” I
was told. A file on me appeared on the screen.
I could now cross to the
main gate, which is set in the walls of the prison. The last time I was at
Belmarsh to see Julian, it was raining hard. My umbrella wasn’t allowed beyond
the visitors centre. I had the choice of getting drenched, or running like
hell. Grandmothers have the same choice.
At the second desk, an
official behind the wire, said, “What’s that?”
“My watch,” I replied
guiltily.
“Take it back,” she
said.
So I ran back through the
rain, returning just in time to be biometrically tested again. This was
followed by a full body scan and a full body search. Soles of feet; mouth open.
At each stop, our silent,
obedient group shuffled into what is known as a sealed space, squeezed behind a
yellow line. Pity the claustrophobic; one woman squeezed her eyes shut.
We were then ordered into
another holding area, again with iron doors shutting loudly in front of us and
behind us.
“Stand behind the yellow
line!” said a disembodied voice.
Belmarsh prison, where
Assange is incarcerated.
Another electronic door slid
partly open; we hesitated wisely. It shuddered and shut and opened again.
Another holding area, another desk, another chorus of, “Show your finger!”
Then we were in a long room
with squares on the floor where we were told to stand, one at a time. Two men
with sniffer dogs arrived and worked us, front and back.
The dogs sniffed our arses
and slobbered on my hand. Then more doors opened, with a new order to “hold out
your wrist!”
A laser branding was our
ticket into a large room, where the prisoners sat waiting in silence, opposite
empty chairs. On the far side of the room was Julian, wearing a yellow arm band
over his prison clothes.
As a remand prisoner he is
entitled to wear his own clothes, but when the thugs dragged him out of the
Ecuadorean embassy last April, they prevented him bringing a small bag of
belongings. His clothes would follow, they said, but like his reading glasses,
they were mysteriously lost.
For 22 hours a day, Julian
is confined in “healthcare”. It’s not really a prison hospital, but a place
where he can be isolated, medicated and spied on. They spy on him every 30
minutes: eyes through the door. They would call this “suicide watch”.
In the adjoining cells are
convicted murderers, and further along is a mentally ill man who screams
through the night. “This is my One Flew over the Cuckoo’s Nest,” he
said. “Therapy” is an occasional game of Monopoly. His one assured social
gathering is the weekly service in the chapel. The priest, a kind man, has
become a friend. The other day, a prisoner was attacked in the chapel; a fist
smashed his head from behind while hymns were being sung.
When we greet each other, I
can feel his ribs. His arm has no muscle. He has lost perhaps 10 to 15 kilos
since April. When I first saw him here in May, what was most shocking was how
much older he looked.
“I think I’m going out of my
mind,” he said then.
Assange on way to Belmarsh
Prison, April 11, 2019. (Twitter)
I said to him, “No you’re
not. Look how you frighten them, how powerful you are.” Julian’s intellect,
resilience and wicked sense of humor – all unknown to the low life who defame
him — are, I believe, protecting him. He is wounded badly, but he is
not going out of his mind.
We chat with his hand over
his mouth so as not to be overheard. There are cameras above us. In the
Ecuadorean embassy, we used to chat by writing notes to each other and
shielding them from the cameras above us. Wherever Big Brother is, he is
clearly frightened.
On the walls are
happy-clappy slogans exhorting the prisoners to “keep on keeping on” and “be
happy, be hopeful and laugh often”.
The only exercise he has is
on a small bitumen patch, overlooked by high walls with more happy-clappy
advice to enjoy ‘the blades of grass beneath your feet’. There is no grass.
He is still denied a laptop
and software with which to prepare his case against extradition. He still
cannot call his American lawyer, or his family in Australia.
The incessant pettiness of
Belmarsh sticks to you like sweat. If you lean too close to the prisoner, a
guard tells you to sit back. If you take the lid off your coffee cup, a guard
orders you to replace it. You are allowed to bring in £10 to spend at a small
café run by volunteers. “I’d like something healthy,” said Julian, who devoured
a sandwich.
Across the room, a prisoner
and a woman visiting him were having a row: what might be called a ‘domestic’.
A guard intervened and the prisoner told him to “fuck off”.
This was the signal for a posse
of guards, mostly large, overweight men and women eager to pounce on him and
hold him to the floor, then frog march him out. A sense of violent
satisfaction hung in the stale air.
Now the guards shouted at
the rest of us that it was time to go. With the women and children and
grandmothers, I began the long journey through the maze of sealed areas and
yellow lines and biometric stops to the main gate. As I left the visitor’s
room, I looked back, as I always do. Julian sat alone, his fist clenched and held
high.
This article is based on an
address John Pilger gave at a conference on Julian Assange in London on
Thursday night after he had visited Assange earlier in the day.
John
Pilger is
an Australian-British journalist and filmmaker based in London. Pilger’s
Web site is: www.johnpilger.com. In 2017, the British Library announced a John
Pilger Archive of all his written and filmed work. The British Film Institute
includes his 1979 film, “Year Zero: the Silent Death of Cambodia,” among the 10
most important documentaries of the 20thcentury. Some of his
previous contributions to Consortium News can be found here.
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